The Gigantomachy of Antonios Costas, Chapter 4

Last time, Antonios and Medas began their descent by helicopter into the abyss of the Athenian sinkhole. When they arrive at the bottom, they find a hive of activity as the dig team are already excavating the area. Among the initial discoveries are some unexpected acquaintances. And no sooner than they have arrived, tragedy visits the dig site.

The hole was not exactly pitch black – it was too wide to keep the sunlight out – but as the Sun swept around to the west as the day went on, a sullen gloom sank languidly into it, with the flash of the helicopter’s headlamps accentuating the dimness rather than alleviating it. As the incoherent babble from the crowds above ground died away, an eerie calm took over, but it wasn’t until we reached the bottom that the full disgrace of the desolation presented itself to us.

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Agency: Not Just For Characters

One word which crops up time and again among writers’ groups is agency. You gotta make sure your characters have agency. Your characters can be good, bad, ugly, beautiful, have a myriad of character tics, discourse markers and fascinating mannerisms, but without agency, they’re just cardboard cutouts, shadows of what they could and should be.

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The Gigantomachy of Antonios Costas, Chapter 3

Last week Antonios and Medas signed the contract to investigate the Athens sinkhole. This week, as they await their transportation into the subterranean depths they consider the idea of divinity, the lack of it in the human world, and the finitude of human civilisations, all while they stare into the gaping abyss.

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Literature Long Read: Gott ist tot, but Yog-Sothoth Lives! The perfect historical oddity of H.P Lovecraft

I’m a latecomer to Lovecraft. I knew who the man was when I first dabbled in horror and SFF when I was a schoolboy, but for some reason passed him by, maybe labouring under the idiotic impression that he was too pulpy for my tastes. The irony was that the many things I did spend my time and money on were either directly or indirectly influenced by Lovecraft: the Alien films; John Carpenter’s The Thing; the films of Davids Carpenter and Lynch; Warhammer 40,000; Stephen King; Watchmen, and countless other things.

I’ve just finished reading At The Mountains Of Madness, a terrific novella – Lovecraft’s longest piece at around 150 pages – which articulates this quite well. It tells of explorers seeking paleontological finds in the glaciers of Antarctica, and encountering something quite different indeed. Without that book, you probably don’t have Alien, and you certainly don’t have a bewildered David Clennon murmuring, “You gotta be fuckin’ kidding,” in The Thing. It’s a terrific piece, filled with mad prognostications, vivid descriptions of bizarre ancient discoveries, a breathless and terrible climax, and fatalistic questions about the origins of mankind, and questions in turn about our own propensity to enslave, exploit, and rationalise.

Spiderhead, Spiderhead, does whatever a Spiderhead does.

Talking of enslavement and exploitation, it’s a strange phenomenon that Lovecraft of all people is enjoying a surge of interest in his work when one of the prevalent cultural menaces of our own times is cancellation, which stalks culturally important historical figures with seemingly erratic insidiousness, seeking perceived slights against present-day sensibilities. And if you’re looking for problematic cultural figures, then Lovecraft leaves almost all of them in the dust. And yet his cultural currency seems to be increasing, if anything. In a way, Lovecraft’s overt racism (which was so rank he cannot even be defended by the risible, “He was a man of his time” argument) immunises him against such charges of being historically problematic. Whereas trying to argue that most long-dead figures are guilty of such charges requires a certain amount of non-Euclidean mental gymnastics to be performed, Lovecraft surely must be a sitting duck.

Nevertheless, a man whose xenophobia and racism was worn so openly on his sleeve, whose poetry was filled with such rampant disgust and loathing that even the titles are unutterable, remains respected, influential, and even loved. Square that one, Fermat. Lovecraft’s work is still front and centre in films, shows and books coming out today. Most obvious is Lovecraft Country, but he’s also there in Cabin In The Woods, Carnival Row, His Dark Materials, It, Underwater, and these are just the ones I can think of off the top of my head. Hell, even my own novella The Gigantomachy of Antonios Costas, which I’m serialising on the blog right now, is essentially an analog of the premise of At The Mountains Of Madness but set in steamy Athens rather than the southern ice floes, and I wrote that two years before I’d starting reading Lovecraft.

My personal take is that Lovecraft was positioned in a period where his brand of weird fiction was capturing the prevailing psychological and existential headwinds that were circling western civilisation at the time. Lovecraft was writing a generation after the coattails of Nietzsche, who had proclaimed that, “Gott ist tot” (God is Dead). The extent to which Nietzsche actually thought that was a good thing can be probably left to another article, but it was deciphered to mean that humanity had socially evolved to the point where a functioning society no longer needed to be built around a deity or, by extension, His representative on earth, in the form of either a King/Queen or a Pope or equivalent. Furthermore, the evolution of democracy enabled people to be governed through consent, not through divine authoritarianism. We had elevated ourselves to the space vacated by God, and philosophy had allowed us to construct moral and ethical schemas for living that were divorced from the archaisms of the Church.

There’s nothin’ Nietzsche couldn’t teach ya

But as I’ve said before, philosophy doesn’t necessarily clip the wings of angels, as Keats advised; it might wake them up, and we might find that they are vengeful. That’s certainly something I thought about when I wrote The Green Man. Lovecraft may not have thought about it in those distinct terms, but I do believe that he was writing in a state of fear, loathing, and disgust. The bulk of Lovecraft’s output came after the Great War, World War I, that storm of desperate, unimaginable horrors. He was not the only one: Fitzgerald, Hemingway, Woolf and others wrote in the dissipating shadow of war, but where they captured empty decadence, wasted masculinity, and psychological trauma, Lovecraft cut to the quick. He was only interested in terror. Cold, stark, sanity-stripping terror that destroyed minds, and shredded histories and memories into confetti.

Without God, man suddenly had thrust himself upon the throne of the summit of all that was knowable. “If man would strike, strike through the wall!” cried Ahab in Moby Dick. Lovecraft knew what was through the wall. His stories are filled with explorers, historians, scientists, academics of various stripes; men (and they were men, 99% of the time) of inquisition, men of learning, men of exploration, who are appalled at what they find when they seek too far. Instead of scientific wonders, they find huge, sleeping deities, infinitely malleable, hideous plastic blobs, blood pollution, and constant recourses to the pathetic and utterly random origins of mankind. While these men search for meaning through their scientific endeavours – and perhaps in the same moment could be said to be Jung’s modern men in search of a soul – all they found was meaninglessness, and a further Stygian hell. Like Ahab, these protagonists are left floundering in a vortex of insanity, encircled by the wall through which they tried to strike. Like Satan in Paradise Lost, they are left staring at the abyss of creation, not of sea, nor shore, nor air, nor fire, pondering their journey.

Satan: grumpy.

The protagonists in At The Mountains Of Madness do just this. They are not merely left dazed and partially-insane by what they uncover and encounter through their own paroxisms of rational motivation to know and to lepidopteristically pin down nature. Their entire understanding of, and relation to, the whole of the human race becomes unhinged. As humans we may well be the Promethean progeny of some loveless, ambivalent force of creation; but we also harbour the powers of creation ourselves. Just as the Elder Ones created the repugnant shoggoths, who then rose up against their creators, the explorers see themselves reflected in those ancient events. But are we the Elder Ones, or the shoggoth? Or are we fated to be both, at the same time, for ever? Without God we inherit the mantle of creators, but are we ready to wield such power? Or are we destined to misuse it? Without God we must inherit the vacant position of idealised perfection, but we must do so with all of our flaws. There is no transcendent. We must learn through our mistakes, rather than appealing to our higher sense of good through contemplation, prayer, and humility.

In the wake of the twentieth anniversary of 9/11 terrorist attacks on New York last week, I watched a programme on ITV entitled “Life Under Attack.” It was a stupendous compilation of clips from various everyday New Yorkers who’d picked up a camera and filmed the unearthly events of that fateful morning – no talking heads, no narration, no expert analysis. The most horrifying moment was the footage showing the second aircraft flying into the second tower of the World Trade Centre; that was the moment where a city collectively understood that this wasn’t an accident; this was malevolent. And the sheer gruesome magnificence of the sight, the gigantism of its tapestry and the powerlessness of those watching was so awful that immediately I thought, “that’s Lovecraftian.” That process of witnessing something so dreadful that it’s unexplainable, so dreadful it renders everything collapsible, is what Lovecraft was aiming for and hit with his fiction. God save us that we actually have to witness and endure these things, for they are real. For 9/11 you can read untold horrors all around the world, be they murders, genocides, wars, famine, oppression… but do not think you can turn to God for solace. Gott ist tot.

When I was re-reading Stephen King’s Needful Things last year I noticed at least two direct references to Lovecraft, and both concerned the character Ace Merrill, a loser member of the criminal class with a debilitating penchant for Colombian honking powder. So it is that Devil-incarnate Leland Gaunt, the proprietor of the eponymous emporium, offers Ace “cocaine from the plateau of Leng.” Later, in Boston, Ace encounters some graffiti in a disused lock-up that states, “Yog-Sothoth lives!” Odd that both Lovecraft references are made in scenes containing Ace Merrill. True, he is a particularly godless, heathen sort of low-life, but Needful Things is filled with horrible – and arguably worse – people. So why Ace? Most likely it was just an SK joke. Maybe it’s because Ace is willing to actually get on board with the devil; he isn’t just seduced by the vacuous trinkets like most of the townfolk; he’s ready to get nasty from the off. He is already temporally, ethically, and physically unhinged, and that leaves him floating in the cosmic soup of nothingness even before he’s started, so it’s perhaps no surprise that the cosmic horrors reveal themselves to him first. Castle Rock, the setting for Needful Things, eventually – spoiler alert! – goes down in flames. The differing denominations of the church destroy themselves and each other. Gott ist tot. But Yog-Sothoth – the master of time, along with Cthulhu and Azathoth and all those other cosmic chaps – cannot be killed. Fools if we think we can fill the space left by a dying God! The spaces are already occupied!

Thus, the way I see it is Lovecraft is the counterpart to Nietzsche; while Nietzsche was somewhat ambivalent (his proclamation also came with a hefty health warning) at the death of God because human rationality could take its place as the highest beacon in the universe, Lovecraft’s rebuttal is a scream in the darkness, a waking nightmare filled with emptiness, a cry of, “No!” We are very far from being the highest beacon in the universe, and probably are even flattered by the collective title of Pale Blue Dot.

Does my planet look big in this? No. No it doesn’t.

If one were to be distastefully cynical one might surmise that Lovecraft paid for his nasty outlook on the human race, and particularly his racism, via the terrible life that he led. Much has been written about his dreadful personal life, the incarceration and death of his parents in bedlam; his grinding, abject poverty; his loveless – and possibly sexless – marriage; not to mention his dwarfish reclusiveness, egregious diet and constant ill-health. Serves him right, one might be inclined to think. Perhaps the perfect storm of his hellish circumstances exacerbated his racism and his godless, existential crisis. But surely it’s more likely that his dreadful life was the progenitor of his output? That his racism was borne from a sense of worthlessness and fear, leading to his adoption of racist attitudes as a sort of desperate crutch? And also that his prodigiously original and inspired output was borne from his own sense of meaninglessness, a sense of wanting to be better and wanting to explore, but simultaneously fearing what might be out there? Lovecraft was also a hugely kind and generous man with his time – he was such a prolific epistolary correspondent that perhaps only Voltaire can stand with him, and St Paul could claim to be more (indirectly) influential. He supported the careers of many other writers through his advice, encouragement, and inspiration via letter-writing. And there is doubtless anyone alive today who does not enjoy at least something that is created in the spirit and the style of Lovecraft. Perhaps – poor devil! – we cannot have one Lovecraft without the other. Perhaps his pernicious prejudices are the price we have to pay for his enduring art and his eternal influences. Perhaps it is not possible to throw out the bathwater without the baby. There is grimness in that, but also reality. That in all of history, and in all of the future, the reprehensible chapters of human existence and experience cannot be expunged, for light and shadow come wrapped as a package deal.

That doesn’t mean that we ought to be nihilistic. If anything it tells us that to derive any sort of meaning from life, we have to appeal to the better nature within ourselves. If Lovecraft hadn’t reached out to other writers and charitably offered his help to them, we would not have his body of work today, and our culture would be undoubtedly weaker. Lovecraft died fairly young, penniless, most likely in pain, and with no degree of fame or recognition whatsoever. It is only because the people Lovecraft helped decided to preserve, repackage and perpetuate his work that we can read it and use it today. That’s truly remarkable when you think about it. That this man – a lonely, bitter, spiteful, sad, racist, poor, ill man – was capable of great leaps of kindness, and through those acts he was saved, postmortem, from obscurity. You might even wryly say that his acts of kindness saved him from cancelling himself. In presenting a body of work that is insistent in presenting the meaninglessness of existence, Lovecraft leaves a legacy that is most meaningful of all.

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The Gigantomachy Of Antonios Costas, Chapter 2

Last week we met Antonios Costas, a Professor of Classical Studies at the University of Athens, and a student of Zeno’s Stoicism. After a gigantic sinkhole caused untold devastation in the centre of Athens, Antonios and his golden student, Medas, a Hellenist student of Greek antiquities, received an unexpected and somewhat distasteful invitation to explore the hole. This week they meet somebody representing the person who sent the invitation.

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It Takes A Village To Raise A Book

It’s been almost a week since Chris and I went official with our announcement of the Official SFF Chronicles Podcast (which reminds me; we will definitely be working on a snappier name for it…) and the response has been overwhelmingly positive so far. One of the initial reasons I had for wanting to do a podcast was to help create something where I retain a sense of control (rather than submitting myself to the endless rounds of rejection that typify a writer’s existence). Another reason was for it to be a learning experience for us as hosts and writers. By talking through certain ideas, topics and themes with other qualified individuals I hoped it would improve our own understanding of them.

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The Gigantomachy Of Antonios Costas: Chapter 1

I hope readers enjoyed my novella Resvrgam. I’ve now stickied the whole story at the top of the blog. I wrote it for a “Secret Santa” challenge up at SFF Chrons Headquarters : a challenge whereby everybody posts their wish for a story (for example, I might ask for a story about two estranged sisters set in a cloud-based city, or whatever), and then an administrator randomly allocates these wishes back among the wishes, who then go away and write a story with the brief given. The completed stories are then secretly given back to the people who requested them as their “present”. There would follow a quick guessing-game of who write who before all was revealed. The whole thing would take four to five months, and it was a great writing exercise! I was given the brief “I’d like a little story about fire,” and so obviously I wrote a 17,000 word novella about a secretive pyromanic cult shaping the course of London’s history.

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Announcing the official SFF Chronicles Podcast!

A little while ago I mentioned I was putting together a plan for a new podcast in a bid to take control of what I was hoping to achieve with my own writing, and how I interact with other members and parts of the writing community. My good friend Chris Bean, a wonderful and well-read horror writer, and I have been working over the summer months to put the groundwork for such a venture, and I’m really delighted to finally announce that we will be launching the first episode of this new venture in January 2022.

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Announcement: The Official SFF Chronicles Podcast!

A little while ago I mentioned the notion of beginning a podcast, and I’m really delighted and excited to announce that my friend Chris Bean and I will be launching the official SFF Chronicles Podcast in early 2022.

The creative industries are hellishly competitive, and especially so in publishing, where the artistic merit of a book is sometimes only arbitrarily correlated to its commercial potential. At least, that’s in the eyes of publishers, who are (understandably) yoked to a ruthless commercial market. This does mean that small and first-time authors are finding it increasingly difficult to engage in the publishing industry. I was incredibly lucky to get a novel published in 2018, but even then it was with a small press who had almost zero budget for marketing purposes, and since then things have been very difficult. Despite that I’ve continued to be creative, and in my eyes a podcast is an extension of that.

The thought of doing a podcast came after thinking about what authors can do that’s within their control. It’s not always obvious, but one thing I learned from a colleague who’s been through a hell of a lot of bad times is that even when you think things are against you, you have to be serious about identifying the things in your control, and focus on how to exploit them. I’ve been a member of the SFF Chronicles community for around 7 years now, and it surprised me that nobody thought of doing this before, but there we are. It’s the world’s largest SFF community (though has a significant horror fanbase) with 20,000 members from all across the globe, and while it has at its heart books and writing, it covers all media, from TV shows to photography and artwork. There are several jobbing writers who are active on the site, and several heavyweight writers have been found lurking there over the years, including Joe Abercrombie, Mark Lawrence, Kerry Buchanan, Stephen Palmer, Jo Zebedee, Bryan Wigmore, Teresa Edgerton, Neal Asher, and others. The best podcasts are able to spend a considerable time talking about interesting things in good faith, and I hope to be able to do that – or at least capture the spirit of that – with the SFF Chronicles Podcast

All this means that doing a podcast to cater for this ready-made audience makes perfect sense to me. I’ve wanted to do a podcast for a while, and I really wanted to do one with Chris. He’s a fantastic writer, primarily of horror, and is a deep thinker about the craft and creativity of writing. He’s also uproariously funny and will bring his orderly pedagogic skills from his time as a dance teacher with RAD and others.

At present we’re drawing up a longlist of topics to cover, and will be opening a survey at SFF Chrons to gauge how popular they are. We will then book in our guests, and if all goes well we hope to launch the first episode in January 2022, and monthly thereafter for a first season of 12 episodes, and we’ll be able to see how things go after that. We see each episode as featuring a guest to talk about a particular book and do a deepish dive into that particular book, but also spend some time talking about the industrial and commercial aspects of writing and publishing so as to find a balance between the artistic and the commercial practices. We’ll try to split the episodes evenly between fantasy, SF, and horror, as well as industrial and commercial matters.

In the meantime, if you’re an SSF (and H) fan and would like to become a member of the world’s largest community for that particular slice of subculture, you could do a lot worse than to head over to Chrons. It’s one of the most vibrant and diverse communities active in this area, and is an unfailingly pleasant place to be. Membership is free, but a Supporter membership with a few extra perks costs just £15/year.

I’ll post more details as they come about, but both Chris and I are really looking forward to trying to dig into the books we love with some very cool guests, and bring together a great community in a different way.

Resurgam: Chapter 8 and Epilogue

So, we reach the end of the road for Vivienne and Ignatius. After the traumatic events of last chapter, Vivienne tries moving on, but has one last encounter with the mysterious cabal in the shadows of London.

The next day was broiling, roasting, as if the sun sought vengeance for some wrong it had suffered. The weatherman said it was to be the hottest day of the year, but Viv stayed curled up in bed with the covers wrapped around her, unable to face it. She’d texted in sick, but only afterwards realized it was Saturday. Great. That’d look weird. 

It wasn’t until sundown that she ventured from her pit, sweating, shaking and sleep-deprived. Sleep hadn’t visited her at all during night or day; the fear of Georgiana’s doughy hands clambering through her windows to strangle her, or Ignatius appearing beside her wreathed in blood, kept her awake. She feared losing her sanity, but when the images of everything she’d seen flooded back, she wondered if she already had. Overhead a plane soared into invisibility, leaving white contrails in its wake, bound for somewhere new. She wished she were on it, wherever it was headed. That feeling passed, like everything else she’d experienced that day, leaving only empty exhaustion and confusion. At the very least she had an incredible story. But would they put it under science, or lifestyle? She smiled weakly at her own feeble wit. It was a pertinent question; could she write up this strange account? Embarrassment tore at her each time she considered how she’d been had by Ignatius’s whole sorry charade. Even now, doubts lingered. What of the fag-wound in her hand? The Petrowski-thing? “All tricks, all subterfuge,” she whispered at the sky. Saying it aloud made it somehow more palatable, and made her feel slightly stronger. The thought of food entered her mind, and her stomach gnawed in agreement.

She was out of bread, which made her curse. She could venture to the shop before it was totally dark. Shivering, she pulled on thick tights before jeans, a pullover and gilet before heading out. It was still a stinking hot evening, but she pulled her clothes close, like armour.

Her head was buried into her chest, ignoring the world, so the car hit her without giving her a moment’s notice. She was launched onto her back, blinking confusedly at a fading violet sky, breathing jaggedly, trying to speak but only managing whimpers. Something felt broken. Her body was still, and she didn’t dare move it.

The driver of the car, a lad no older than twenty, rushed out and got to her side, flapping and panicking. Amid the panic she made out the words ambulance and help. He dialed the emergency services while she waited there. Dogtired, she had to fight with her every fibre to remain awake. She managed a smile at the stressed young man, who couldn’t even bring himself to hold her hand. Poor, dumb lad. “Hey, don’t worry,” she whispered. “It’s not your fault. Just don’t… don’t let me die, ok?”

“I’m so sorry,” he kept uttering, over and over. She didn’t mind. It helped keep her awake. The thought of death, of taking everything with her to the grave terrified her more than any fire. She hoped to God she wasn’t dying.

It was two minutes before the ambulance came, but two minutes of mounting pain that felt like hours. That was good, she decided. Beneath all her clothes she felt wet, but relaxed. The world was fading as a large, uniformed paramedic walked into view against a flashing blue backdrop.

“Hello? Hello?” The paramedic’s voice was cool and calm, like summer rain. It brought an unbidden smile from her. She heard other words: losing blood… move… time… Against all her fight, her eyes softly closed and images swarmed in the darkness: wounded and burned arms and hands, smouldering bodies melting into rain, and then billowing into dust clouds. Just before she slipped into unconsciousness she called out a word.

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When she awoke there was still pain. Only pain. Waves of it, right down to her bones. Sharp, knobbly things poked at her naked back, stabbing her, making her writhe, which brought the pain anew. She cried out, a twisted yelp. It was hot, yet gooseprickles erected themselves across her battered, naked body. She knew immediately where she was.

“Sorry, my dear,” came a waspish voice, just out of view. “You will have to endure the pain a little while longer. But you will endure it, for death is a miserable alternative, isn’t it? You certainly thought so, when you called for me. Wasn’t it lucky that one of the paramedics knew exactly where to deliver you?” 

Of course. That ambulance had arrived a bit sharpish. Bloody bastards. Viv tried stretching out but every move brought yet more agony. Above her were converging images: water, air, earth, sloping away to a distant, bright point. A bit like the end of a tunnel. She managed a hoarse whisper. “I’m not dying?”

Ignatius clicked his fingers, creating a ball of flame. “I’m afraid you are. Mortal death. Broken bones, broken back. Unfixable. Torturous pain. Or, will you right what you wronged? You owe me the time you took from one of our own.” He held out his arm in front of her, the fire wreathing it, just as it had done in the penthouse that evening. She wept. She didn’t want to die after all. Oil, hot and slick, wet her face and body, seeping into her pores and crevices like a lover.

“I don’t want to die.”

“You won’t. You’ll be reborn.” 

She wanted to spit at him, spit at them all, no doubt staring blankly at her naked body from beneath their heavy robes in the shadows. But she couldn’t. All she could do was scold herself. She didn’t believe it. It had all been bullshit. But what good did it do to scorn them now? She nodded. “Bloody do it, then.”

His eyes, fiery red, were the last parts of him she saw before the flame caught and greedily lapped up the oil. For a few seconds there was no pain as the oil burned away, and thin, grey smoke danced prettily towards the ceiling. Then it came, burrowing, peeling, scorching, and she screamed. She screamed so loudly she almost drowned out the steaming hiss when the fire hit her flesh. Then the flames took the screams from her throat, and the last thing she heard was her own crackle and spit.

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Epilogue

Feng waited patiently by the gate for the flight to begin boarding. He yawned and stretched, which made him feel lighter. One more flight to London to look after and then he’d have some precious time off. There was a cute boy he’d met a couple of weeks ago at a comedy night in Hackney. After he recovered from the jetlag he’d give him a call.

Night flights always were his favourite; breezing through the air, with the licence to drift off to sleep. Some of the other flight attendants bitched about how cramped the CRCs were, but he didn’t mind. Besides, he was only a waif of a thing himself. He smiled with eyes closed. According to the manifest it would be a nice, empty flight, too. Perfect.

The departure lounge, despite being empty, felt fusty and suffocating. He winced, fingering his collar to let some air in, but it did no good. Perhaps the air con was broken? He pressed fingers into the corners of his screwed up eyes and started when he opened them, before emitting a little laugh of surprise. A woman had taken the seat next to him. Early. Passenger. Smart, dressed in an electric blue skirt suit. She smiled at him. “Sorry,” he said. “You were very quiet.”

“Don’t apologise,” smiled the woman. She had fabulous turquoise eyes, like pools, gushing with life. “You work on the airline, Feng?”

He screwed his face up. How did she know his… her gaze dropped to the name badge pinned to his chest, and he smiled in embarrassment. “Sorry. I forget I’m wearing it half the time. Yes, it was my dream job,” he cooed. “Always wanted to do it. Not just for any old airline though. None of that cheap flight silliness!” He leant in and smiled. “I wanted the prestige.”

“Don’t we all.” The woman pressed a hand upon Feng’s; it was warm, and felt wet, which made him uncomfortable. “Is something the matter?”

Feng laughed. “Oh sorry, no. Not at all. It’s just very hot in here. It makes me uncomfortable. I like the cabins in the plane – the AC always keeps it nice and cool. Usually it’s pretty cool here too, but something’s different. The AC’s probably screwed.”

“I never used to like the heat either. But I learned.” There was an awkward pause, during which the woman fished a large bottle of water from her travel bag, from which she enjoyed a long draught. “I envy you, Feng. You have it all in front of you. Well, you do if you choose.”

Feng spoke slowly, discomfited. “Choose what?”

“What you do defines you, Feng. And what you’ve chosen to do is no coincidence. When we get back to London, let me show you something that’ll keep you from being bored ever again.”

Feng opened his mouth but said nothing. On arriving in London he’d be jetlagged, exhausted, in need of bed. “Sure, why not,” he said. He’d always been fickle like that. Just like the wind.

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